Udaan

Final Flight

baadalon ko chule tu
Ud panchiyon se aage
kyun reng raha hai dharti par
Tod de saare dhaage

Udaan..Udaan
Kya hai tera kaam yahan
Chune Ko jab hai aasmaan
Udaan..Udaan
sapnon ki us duniya ko
haqeeqat ka hai armaan

Mita le apni pyaas tu
jalne de andar ki aag
jo soch raha tha sadiyon se
Udkar,unhein pora karle aaj

Udaan..Udaan
bheeg ja baarish mein tu
apne andar ko tu jaan
Udaan..Udaan
chalang laga vishvaas bhari
paa jaayega aasmaan

Kaun Hun Main

Self Existence

Kabhi ek pehchaan to kabhi anjaan bhi hun 
Kabhi ye dhara kabhi aasmaan bhi hun 


Kabhi madhur swar kabhi hunkaar bhi hun
kabhi seedha  kabhi shararat ka bhandaar bhi hun  


kabhi khuli kitaaab to kabhi raaz bhi hun
Kabhi hun behta paani kabhi aag bhi hun 


Kabhi baddua to kabhi aashirwaad bhi hun
kabhi komal patta to kabhi faulad bhi hun


Kaun hun main ...
Kabhi kuch nahin kabhi pura brahmmand hun

Quotations/Dialogues I like/made

This is in the memory of 100s of statements I have ever said but did not find their way here : RIP


1 .Its not your preparation for expected but how you face the unexpected that makes you winner.


2. I don't like to 'GoodBye' you but only for you to turn again and I can see you pretty face once more.


3. Maangi thi Ring par Band Gayi Raakhi 
   Maangi thi ring par band Gayi Rakhi ..
   Phoote naseeb mujh sharabi ke 
   ab behen ban gayi hai saaki


4. Ok Laugh At Me . At least I made you laugh and made you forget your worries ...
    Thats what will make my day.

5. Start what you dream and Finish what you start.

    With these two simple principles you will surely rule the world 
    If not you at least be the happiest person on earth 

6. Whenever I eat bread I eat all the corners first this makes the middle portion more sweeter and worth               craving for.

    Similar is life - going through early bad experiences and failures will only make the rest of it better and sweeter


7.  Umeedon se HaQeeQaat ki jung 
     to aaj bhi jaari hai
     Kabhi aansun to kabhi hansi
    Zindagi bhi ek ajeeb bimaari hai

8.  Bug Bahut Fix kiye honge tumne 

    Mere Dil ke Code ko kabhi debug kiya hai ?

9. When they said "Ahm Bhramasmi" -- They just meant we are the creator of our own destiny

10. Mohabbat karne ka bhi ajeeb anjaam hota hai 

     Mohabbat karne ka bhi ajeeb anjaam hota hai 
     kabhi haat mein jaam to kabhi dil ka katle aam hota hai

11. Mudke ke naa dekha un nigaahon nein dobara
      Jismein hum kabhi apna aashiyan dhoonte the

      jaa rahe hain wo dekho dil kuchal ke hamara
      aur kambakht hum hi ko bewafaa kehte the.

12. Aankhon mein nahin To aansuon mein dekh lo
      Baaton mein nahin to khamoshiyon mein sun lo
      kyunki yahan kabhi hum bhi tujhe tere intezaar mein dhundte hain aur tum poochte ho ki        pyaar kitna hai ?

13. Tum naa jaane kyun kehte ho kal .. kya janoge ki tum hi to mera aaj ho


14. Sleep : A magic Potion which I never seem to get enough of :D


15. Happiness in life is just like a bug in the code ....
If you can't find it you are just looking in wrong place 

16. Tumko bhoolne ka iraada to tha
      nayi shuruat ka vaada to tha
      naa jaane kyun kya hua
      jo tum yaad aa gaye 

17. Code Decoupled Aur Life Coupled hi achche hoti hai

18. Want to be alive once more .. want to live a life once more .. and this time not without you 

19.

I am a missed call on your phone
just ringed to ask how do you do
You must be fine you must be happy
and here I am dying thinking about you

 20. Present is a very dynamic term becuse it changes it's identity the very next moment
  21. GOD created all the lines in our palms .... His way of telling ki hamari takdir hamari muththi mein hai. 
22.  Running fast on a wrong road wont help you reach your destination earlier.
23. Life is bore and Life is Sour ... definitely need 'Honey' to sweeten things up ;)
24.If I could get 40% of Jitendra's (concentration) even I could become concentrated  -- Sincerely Dilute H2SO4
25. Weapon of Mass Destruction -- Nuclear Bomb
       Weapon of Mass Increase -- ??? (No junk food is not the answer !!!!! :P )
26. Is Love a question that needs an answer or someone to answer it? It is a feeling a journey .. enjoy it while it lasts 
27. Full stop might [since a sentence can end in many ways] be an end to a sentence but it is always  is a start of of new one.
28. Mono Tony -> Break the monotony
29. Hit me with everything you have got .. coz if I survive .. you will not
30.sochta hun baat na karoon unse kuch dinon tak 
... naaraaz hun 
par ye sazaa miane kisko sunai hai ?


31.Sometimes to see clearly don't just rely on your eyes 


32. Jo Bhaavnaon ka Falsafan hai darmiyan hamare tumhare
      Kyun shabd bankar kabhi kah nahin paate ye lafz hamare
      Gunjti jo waadiyon mein baat is hawaa ki
      Sun lete sabhi wo ankahi baat meri wafaa ki 


33. Time is money. We all are millionaire. But we have locked our wealth and thrown away the key.

My GYM ESCAPADES

One thing that bothers you when you are fat ("Healthy" as  they say which to me is a more polite to say the former) is everybody greets you by patting on the stomach or the regular remarks "You have put on (a lot of - this they sometimes skip as a gentleman gesture but you know better) weight" or "You look 3 months into pregnancy".
But to tell you what a fat belly is a good Drum . Have  played it many times ! My fat stomach is generally considered a Good , Bouncy cushion and they say even a bullet will bounce back off it !! 
Just to complete the stats - In my Friends terms "I am 36-38-40" .

Though Fuming inside-out all you can do is smile (I had heard somewhere about a killer smile .. just hope that someday it should work for real!) and blame it on your hormones ,on God or on your never satiable Hunger (don't give me the shit of eating less .. Dude I have been there and done that.)

When so much pinching started to make my nights sleepless ; I resolved for a day's exercise if not a regular routine.So I marked the next day as a GYM day on my calender and slept early for a morning gym session.
I woke up in the morning early (really its tough:requires a lot of determination and hell lot of snoozes) to Someone's watching over me (my alarm tone) , pulled up my socks and headed out for the Mission Ispossible.

Now the first impression when you get inside the Gym  is well - it's monstrous machines.Had I come to a machine world leaving my comfortable and relatively safer Zion ?

I saw some model looking people exercising on them.My eyes scanned the room for my category type people. 1..2..3 OK So  I'm not alone.Dirty mind as I am , I rued over the non-existence of working females there (and cursed the rule that makes exercising girls' time and boys' time mutually exclusive.).But then Putting those thoughts aside I stretched my body.

It's Time to get started . Wait ! There is a problem ! . Where Should I start ? I don't know the technique to do them.What was the least painful of them all ? 
Suddenly I spotted the TREADMILL.
Yes!! That I can do !! It is a cake walk !! It doesn't require much effort too !!

So I waited patiently for my number.The guy whose number was just before me now had his turn.He looked ordinary to me till I found out he was Usain Bolt's cousin !! Running at 20 Kph for 6 min .. That's quite a feat. Sweating he left the tread-mill victoriously.
The Guys behind me praised him.A benchmark was set now .. I had to prove myself to those guys .. Common Bring it on ..
I entered the arena. But..How to get the machine started ?
"First time,eh" Somebody asked .
"Yes" I grinned .   
He helped me out with the button and settings,it all.Boldly I set the meter on 20 Kph too only to realize in horror that the machine was too fast for me and I lost the control and had a slip-fall (a slip that resulted into a fall.. a really nasty one) on that dumb,stupid piece of nuts and bolts.
"You OK?" some people gathered around a grounded me.
"Yeah! Me Fine ! Happy to make it out alive though" I lied .
Ouch My back! It hurts !    Gym 1-0 Pulkit.

I waited for the shattered pieces of my esteem to fit back again.


Next I went for the weight lifting exercise on a Smith Machine.Neglecting the amount of weights it had attached on both sides , I tried to lift it. Uff! It barely moved an inch ! A Gentle Guy told me to lessen the weight by a few Kilos . As it turned out eventually I just managed to lift the rod and along with it my shame .
'Even a girl could have done better loser' .Gym 2-0 Pulkit.

My third try was the pull up and i sucked in that too .No matter how hard I tried to pull myself up I couldn't gain but a few millimeters . I couldn't even manage a second continuous pull-up.The End result was that my hand muscles were moaning and cursing me . (Use me wisely dumb head - You will make me unusable . Fool!)
One of my Uncle had told me that a health guy should at least be able to lift himself (his weight).
He stood there mocking me.
'At 75 kilos what do you expect ? To Fly ?' . Gym 3-0 Pulkit.

The Gym was 3-0 ahead of me now and some curious on lookers started laughing (at least I thought they did ..May have been my consciousness taking a human form!).
The world was spinning now . Am I a good for nothing fellow who can't  even control a machine..so much for being a computer science engineer.
But Suddenly the face of my so called friends flashed before me. All  their teasing and stomach patting gave me the courage to still go on.
So with a new found determination I went for what I had planned as the last attempt and I would call it a day then.And so I went for the biceps exercise and picked a dumbbell in hand.
A dumbbell in a dumbbell's hand!This is Jodi No. 1.
Now the person next to me .. well seeing his biceps..I had my Jaws dropped !! They were huge !! His could even put  a professional wrestler to shame .. like a stone .I checked my biceps - they were cottony soft . I imitated him , felt satisfied after 5 or so times doing it and after a set it was all over .

My next stop was the LEG PRESS machine. I intended to do the leg extension and the lying leg curl to build what the video (which I saw later that day ) titled as 'Athlete Leg' .So I put on weights on the machine, sat comfortably and started the regime . I guess I might have done it  too fast and too wrong because after just 10 reps I felt that I might had a muscle pull . I winced in pain  . I realized it was  my own problem .
If I strain my legs too much , I have a terrible pain in my calf muscles forcing me to just roll on the floor and hit the muscles hard which then releases the tension in the muscle and I get back to normal.
So I found myself in one of those situations.Tens of eyes were focused on me now. I shrank to a drop size.
Bas Chullu bhar paani chahiye tha .. I would really have drowned in it today.

Well what next .. I came back to my room limping and after some minutes had excruciating pain in every other muscle of my body too.I felt exhausted and dead tired.
Better to have a fat body than to have a fit one if the latter comes with serious disadvantages of injury.
Better Sleep Now..Phew!

So Found out the hard way WRONG EXERCISE TECHNIQUES ARE INJURIOUS TO HEALTH.
( of course the easier way is to smoke cigarette ;)  )

College Memories in a Nutshell

Wo anjaane chehre
Jo dil mein ghar basaa gaye
Wo chand lamhein haseen
hansaa gaye kabhi rulaa gaye

Wo ghanton tak doston se
Fizul baaton par batiyana
Mauj lena,Chidhaana,taang khinchna
roothein to manaana
Saath dekhna movie
Saath hi khana khane jaana
kabhi kabhi jaana class
Trip ka failed plan banaana

Har din mess ke khana khate
cook ko ghanton gariyaana
Class karne ka man nahin
to Bunk ka plan banaana
Wo chuttiyon ki jaldi
Kyunki ghar ko hota jaana
zyaada ruka ghar mein to
College ka yaad aana

Wo presentation/CT ka dar
Har baar naye plan banana
Wo book kholna padhne course
par book par hi so jaana
Kabhi raat bhar padhna
Batti gul hone par chillana
Saara Din Saari raat
Laptop par hi bitaana

Wo college ka pehla crush
Girls se baat karne mein sharmaana
Nesci ke couples ko dekh
Apni kismat par pachtaana
kabhi chichore,kabhi yun seedhe
Har rang dikhlaanaa
Kabhi Treat kabhi Gpl
Kabhi bhoolna nahaana

Kaise bhoolein ye pal
Yaadein rahengi saath
Aaye the akele yahaan
par jaayenge sabke saath

Few Liners

१. उसकी गोद में मेरा सर

     प्यार से बाल सहलाता हाथ

    जन्नत तो बस है यही

    जब हूँ अपनी माँ के साथ .

२.  जबसे  ये  तुमसे  निगाहें  मिली  हैं

    तबसे  ये  ज़िन्दगी  हुई  कितनी  हसीं  है  !

    बादलों  में  , फूलों   में दिखे  तेरा  ही   चेहरा 

    तुझसे  ही  ये  रातें  .. रोशन  मेरा  सवेरा  !

   अरे  ज़ालिम  - अब  तो  ये  सितम  बंद  कर  दे !!

३.  कभी  जहां   भी  मिलता  है  कभी  पत्थर  भी  मिलते  हैं 

बहते  हैं  कभी  आंसूं  जिसमें  प्यार  के  सपने  पलते  हैं

बीचा  दो  गे  के  क़दमों  में  हंसीं  गुलाब  का  एक  रास्ता

पर  खून  भी  बहता  है  कांटे  तो  उसी  में  चुभते  हैं  

४.  ये  निगाहें  ढूँढती  उन  निगाहों  को  कभी 

जो  न  पूछतीं  तुम  कौन  हो  ... क्या  हो  तुम 

चालक  पड़तीं  हैं  कुछ  बूँद  .. हैं  मुस्कुराकर  बोलती 

तरस  रही  थी  मैं  ... तुम  अब  तक थे  कहाँ  ? 

5.  poochte ho hamari hasti bhi kya hai 
     ajnabi hi samajh lo , inaayat hi hogi 

6. Khuda ne is tarah tarashah hai tumko
    ki dekhun na aise to kahin bura na maan le 

7. Mile is tarah jo hum tum 
mat samjho koi bhool hui hai
mano na ya mano tum
meri dua koi kabool hui hai

First Kiss

The Sky was filled with billions of twinkling stars spray painted on it .The beautiful moon lit the whole garden with silver and black.The wind was blowing .. cool and smooth.The flowers were dancing in the early spring mood.And Amongst them we (How Lucky I am to have You with me...) could have cared less for the other world (Did it ever exist? Doesn't matter to me anymore).

" Do You Love Me ?" She asked.
Deeper than Ocean , Vast as the sky ,More than myself ...thousands of answers crossed my mind in a matter of seconds.

I loved her with all my strength,all my heart .. so much so that I couldn't love any one any better than this...no one could...but was that even good enough? Can Words Justify/describe the intensity I had for her ?.
A gush of wind blew and along with it her hairs.In a moonlit yellow "Let's Rock" T-shirt (with a DJ on it) and skin tight Faded jeans she was well...Beyond Beautiful.(With Each passing day she was growing sweeter and sweeter).

"Should I assume you don't ?" She giggled.Oh God I die every time .. no Reborn every time she pulls off her chuckle.

I looked in her deep brown eyes.I moved towards her and holding her from the waist drew her towards me and driven by the surroundings (or her beauty) ..kissed her tempting red glossed lips.It was a kiss as never before (Because it was my first !! ) .I kissed her with all the passion and emotion I had in for her ... I kissed her to say what I couldn't have with mere words ...I kissed her to show that I am no longer me but a part of her existence.And as tears rolled out of my eyes I just prayed to God that along with the warmth of love I intended to pass to her she may know how much I was hers for now , for ever.I guess I succeeded because her grip on my shirt loosened and her hands now rested on my chest.One tiny droplet  of tear fall on her cheek and her closed eyes opened once again to meet mine .. puzzled ?pleasured?emotional?.. I could not tell..I was numb..I was lost..in her beauty , in the moment.Maybe this is what they have called the 2 bodies 1 soul thing.For the First time I realized How happy were "Tears of happiness".

I freed her.I had to.She said nothing ..She did not cry (yet)like I did.She was surprised .I realized she too was as much out of words as I was.She gently kissed exactly on my heart (Dhak! Dhak! now faster than a motor).Gripping me from the waist she rested on me and I held her not to let her go again.She raised her head ,her eyes met mine for the third time .

"I Love You" She said with pearls dropping from the eyes.

And the time froze.